~ فَفِرُّوا إِلَى اللَّهِ ~

"Keep doing what you are doing Aain".  This is an advice from my lovely sister, Sumayyah.   Now I'm not doing what I used to do before.  Astaghfirullah. Ya Allah.. I beg for your LOVE and MERCY.. Please grant me the sweetness of Your Rememberance.

Sometimes I feel lost. Because something is missing. And I know the reason behind it. -My relationship with Allah is not going very well. Oh Allah please forgive me.have mercy on me and.let me taste the sweetness of Imaan. I miss you so much dear God.. but ..... there's too much dunya attached to me. I hope the righteous husband you're giving me could bring me closer to you....  I just read Yasmin Mogahed's article on "The search for LOVE"   and I realize something. I need to improve myself. She said, "To run to God is a movement of the heart. To run to God is to strive with everything He has given you. Running to God is movement. If you are passive, you are not moving. You are falling. Movement to God, running to God, is to face your heart towards Him in every motion of life. It is to face every goal, every intention, every End towards Him. He becomes the object of your striving. The means of your striving. The ultimate End of your striving. But you ke...

Alhamdulillah.. semuanya telah berjalan dengan lancar.. denagn sekali lafaz saya telah menjadi seorang isteri kepada seseorang yg bernama Mohamad Safwan. hehe.. Thank you Allah.. kepada semua yg membantu untuk majlis saya yang sewonok ni... terima kasih yg tidak terhingga buat kalian. Semoga Allah memberi ganjaran yg sebaik2nya iaitu syurgaNya yg tertinggi =D Ramai betul dtg ke majlis nikah dan kenduri kami. sgt terharu atas kehadiran semua.. nasibaik makanan cukup! hehe. semoga ada keberkatan didalamnya... doakan yg terbaik buat kami di dunia dan akhirat ya :) "A good man will ALWAYS find a way to provide for you to the best of his ability. Money is important, but his character and how he loves you is what creates an outstanding relationship. Do not look at how much money a man is making to determine if he is marriage material. Rather look at his deen and how he handles his life, and his future plans" Quoted

Sebelum bertukar status dari single kpd ‘double’ ni … atau dalam kata lain.. from single Aainaa to married Aainaa.. Heheh. Saya ingin menulis sesuatu utk diri sendiri sebagai peringatan di masa hadapan. Sekarang ni rasa agak kecuakan untuk ber alam baru. Banyak perkara perlu dimuhasabah kerana segala2nya bergantung kpd diri sendiri. Jika mahu bahagia, tidak perlu melihat pada pasangan atau org lain.. hanya diri kitalah yang boleh membahagiakan diri sendiri.. Jadi pilihlah untuk bahagia..Pilih bahagia Aain. Pilih bahagia.  =)  Semoga Allah terus melimpahkan rasa bahagia dan ketenangan itu buat saya dan begitu juga dengan si dia dan kalian   =) Sungguh nikmat bahagia dan tenang itu tidak akan pernah dapat dibeli. Ia kurniaan dari Tuhan yang Maha Rahman.. Perkara yang perlu saya selalu ingat..   suami itu adalah teman hidup saya. Dialah teman dan bestfriend yg plg best utk berkongsi suka dan duka, tangis dan tawa. Jadi jangan selalu nk bkongsi dgn org ...

I Love Zain Bikha's songs SERIOUSLY. Songs without music. So peaceful. Paling sukaaa lagu ni. Penuh isi dan nasihat yg baikkk.... =D Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay Prophet Ibrahim knew that Allah was near And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong And the heart of a Muslim must be strong It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart In our poor meager state, little food on our plate Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had When I asked how can we share what's not enough She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love He said its time you ...

31 December 2013.  Fuh fuh.. berabuk dah blog ni. lama dah tak update. Harini last day utk tahun 2013.  Cepatnyaaa masa berlalu. Semoga tahun hadapan akan lebih baik, insyaAllah.. :D Tahun ni mmg tahun yg penuh dgn ujian. tak tau la berjaya melepasi ujian2 tu semua atau tak.. macam takkkk je :'(  semoga Allah memberi ampunan dan rahmatnya yg luas.. "Dan sampaikanlah berita GEMBIRA kepada mereka yg BERIMAN dan BERBUAT BAIK, bahawa bagi mereka disediakan SYURGA YANG MENGALIR SUNGAI-SUNGAI didalamnya.. " Astaghfirullah.  tak mudah untuk jadi ahli syurga. Ia milik hambaNya yg bermujahadah sepenuh hati sepanjang perjalanannya di bumi yg sementara ni. tapi mujahadah itu payah. banyak yg perlu dipelajari dan diperbaiki.. satu perkara yg sy pelajari dan paling sukar utk sy dapatkan dlm ujian kali ini ialah sabar pada saat berlaku musibah. pada saat itu. sbb Rasulullah bersabda..  "Sesungguhnya sabar yg sebenar-benarnya adalah ketika mu...

Berakhirlah sesi persekolahan 2013.. Suka duka dilalui bersama..  Semoga tahun-tahun yg mendatang akan lebih baik insyaAllah.............. ni lah para pelajar kami di Darul Quran wal Hadith lil banin, Senawang Kini hanya tinggal kami bertiga guru perempuan. Semoga kami dpt mjadi Power Puff Girl disini! Eh silap... Power Muallimah insyaAllah =D